It’s been ages since the last time i saw this pretty dash. Like any other Indonesian teens, I am currently concerning about my future, my college to be specific.

I’m applying for UPH (that stands for Pelita Harapan University), I’m writing an essay with the topic of ‘Why I Choose International Relations Major’ now. And I can’t think of anything. While writing on tumblr simply… flowing. Why does it have to be so difficult?

I guess my anxiety has overthrow me. Sigh sigh sigh. It haunts me, the thought of what if I couldn’t get nowhere and just staying at home, waiting for another year’s SNMPTN to come.

God, wherever you are, bring me to your will, not mine.

and here I am, talking nonsense. Ciao