I’ve been eating very few these 3 days, I’m having gastric disorder. It’s very common actually, the amount of acid in my stomach is overflowing. I couldn’t eat anything, I puked watery substance all day, and I even had seizure in the first day.

Mom thought I was bulimic, my friends told me I was too skinny it made me look like I’m an older person. It was horrible. I can’t get to eat my favourite foods because they taste so bitter and after I had them in my stomach I always throw them up unintentionally and it makes me feel so guilty.

I just don’t get girls with unhealthy obsession of being skinny. I mean, I’m not gonna be a hypocrite, I love throwing myself into a detox or pescatarian program. But no, I don’t like hurting myself by starving myself to death.

It’s just so stupid…. So many unlucky children in the world are starving (like, REAL starving). They’d beg, they’d die for foods and nutritions. Yet so many ungrateful people here are busy poking their own esophagus just to force that ‘expensive’ teriyaki bento they had out and throw them out to the sewer? You should really imagine what if you could give that bento to those poor children. They would definitely surround you with bright, opened eyes and laughters of joy. They would be more than just happy.

Girls, I believe you’re not that dumb. It’s okay to lose a pound or two, or maybe more, but at least do it in a healthy way. I mean, I’m here feeling like a bulimic for 3 whole days and it has already made me feel so terrible. Being skinny isn’t all that. Be thankful for who you are :

1. yasmijn said: Get well soon, Adinda
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